Letmeexplainseries

Letmeexplainseries 

So, I’ve been bored for a while now (duh… as if it’s something new). But day before yesterday, I went to bed at 11, hoping to have an awesome sleep (which is a rare thing for me these days idk why, prolly cancer lol) but as it would turn out; that night was also a night of disappointment, because:

I COULDN’T SLEEP. 

Now, the reason why I couldn’t sleep? I don’t really know. I have always had a fucked up sleep schedule, and I hate myself for doing that to my body. Not being able to sleep really sucks man. But while I was considering my options as to : ‘fuck the sleep’ and stay up all night watching Youtube videos or watch some wholesome porn followed by the obvious lol (don’t judge me it’s scientifically proven that nutting helps you sleep and as confirmed by the wise words of the rapper Young thug ,”let a ni*** nut only way I go to sleep”, don’t ask me which song I took it from… oh btw the song is called Wyclef Jean, check it out ; ). 

So, as I was thinking about this “situation” of mine, a third option came busting through as sunshine pierces through dark clouds after a rainy day. And this god-sent option was along the lines of, I slowly getting up from my bed (without waking anyone up, mind you), taking a note pad and a pen, and then… writing everything that was going this crazy fucking head of mine which wasn’t shutting up no matter how desperately I begged it to. So I took this lane, hoping that I’ll eventually get tired of writing and fall asleep. And then well… I started writing and the rest is history (well no it isn’t lol). Cause I couldn’t stop writing; things came to my head one after another. I kept writing and writing, till I heard the cock outside crying it’s morning cries. Time flew, it was 4 in the morning, my hand was hurting like hell, and I had miraculously written a 2500 word um… ‘thing’ (I don’t even know how to describe it lol), on my note pad. 

And then I realized something. 

I usually can’t sleep, or at least have trouble sleeping because my mind never shuts up on time. It has these crazy ideas (one of which was writing this lol), plans, judgments about people, regrets on the past, fantasies and an endless array of shit that prolly doesn’t matter but my mind thinks they do. 

And if I write stuff, that comes to my mind, like anything and everything, onto a notepad, I can create long ass articles endlessly lol. So I came up with the idea of starting a new series called:

letmeexplain

(it’s basically “let me explain”, just in case you were autistic*)

So in this series I’ll write basically anything I want. Like bare bones, without any filter. Like raw shit lol. I won’t really edit it that much, and I’ll talk about some pretty crazy fucking stuff, stuff that I think but well, keep it to myself lol. Either because, it’s too offensive, dead ass boring, uncomfortable for someone to read, uncomfortable for me to share, utter bullshit that no one cares about, morally wrong or basically too dark for people’s taste buds. 

So, yeah that’s the idea I came up with and I’ve been working on it (tho I should prolly be studying, wtf am I doing with my life, this article shit doesn’t even matter lol, no one even reads it). 

So yeah, i’ll be posting shit whenever I have any idea, and well, if I can’t sleep of course. The articles in this series would prolly be too long, crazy, dumb, so dumb that I might even end of saying something smart in em lol, and well basically, the raw shit straight from my dumbass brain to your computer screen. And well, it wont be pretty, there will be some pretty fucked up shit at times. So, don’t complain that I didn’t warn you if you happen to read the fucked up ones. 

And a word of advise; you would only wanna read it if, either you were my mom or you had a hugeeeeee crush on me (of which neither of them are prolly true lol, prolly ;  ). 

That’s it. 

Peace. 

=  )

This is the video of the song I mentioned above; in case you were too fucking lazy to search for it = ) You prolly won’t like it lol.

*ah the autism joke, I didn’t mean to hurt anyone suffering form autism or such illness with it. But the opportunity to throw a community of weak individuals under the bus to make a tasteless joke (which prolly wasn’t even funny), was too big an opportunity to pass. I’ll prolly die in hell for this lol, but sorry!