I hope you plane crashes and you die.
Sounds too harsh? Sounds like something only a really fucked up person would say?
Yup, that person is me. And it can be you too. You never know. ; )
I’m a bad person and so are you. You want to fuck the world but why won’t you?
I’ll tell you why.
Because its not a good thing to do and you should be a “good person.” All the bad guys in superhero movies loose in the end. Batman beats the joker, superman beats Lex Luther and spiderman beats the goblin. But why did the goblin loose? Well, because he was a “bad person”, so you should be like spiderman.
But there is a goblin in everyone of us, but we hide it. We fake it to everyone else, we tell us lies that we not like the goblin. We are not evil. But how long will you lie to yourself? Aren’t you sick of lying? I know I am, so I stopped.
Jelousy, hatred, judgement.
You feel it but don’t show it
And if you do, don’t let them know it
Because if they did
You will be “that guy” and everyone will stay away from you and leave you to be alone.
Alone and lonely.
Instead, be happy! Smile a little more and say hello to your relatives. Always hope the best for everyone. Don’t hate anyone. Love everyone. Hope your friends get into the best colleges. But what about me? Ah it doesn’t always have to be about you, does it? Yeah.. But what about me? Ah, can’t you be happy for someone for a second? And don’t ask these stupid questions. Put on a big smile, and tell everyone how happy you are and how much you love them!
DO NOT ROCK THE BOAT.
I REPEAT, DO NOT ROCK THE BOAT.
ACT COOL, NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS OR HOW YOU FEEL.
YOUR FEELINGS DON’T MATTER. ACT COOL, MAKE EVERYONE FEEL GOOD EXCEPT YOURSELF.
But why?
Because that’s the RIGHT THING to do. So, stop complaining, suppress those nasty emotions and put on a smile. Because people like it when you smile more! Fake it if you have to, but i can’t have you running around telling everyone how you feel about them. Just fake it okay? Is that too much to ask? And trust me, you are doing yourself a favor by being “nice” to everyone. No one like hearing the truth. So, tell some lies, just so that everyone gets along. = )
But no, I can’t lie anymore. I can’t fake it anymore. I am a nasty person and I accept it.
Ahhh, what did you say? You can’t fake it? AH YOU ARE SUCH A BAD HUMAN BEING! You are not happy that all of your friends got in great colleges but you couldn’t get into any? You are not happy that your relatives came over for dinner? Won’t gonna act pleased and talk to them? You hate him? How could you hate someone? Only bad people hate other people, good people love everyone. And you are jealous of them? HOW COULD YOU? Good people do not get jealous, they want the best for everyone. How could you not like everyone? I think there is SOMETHING WRONG with you.
I am disappointed in you. You are a disappointment.
Can’t you suppress your emotions? Can’t you hide that you are jealous and laugh with them? Congratulate on their success (even if it’s fake)? Can’t you say that you like them, even if you don’t? Aren’t you even strong enough to do this?
No, I am not strong enough. I am weak, weak, weak weak!
I am weak like a cockroach. I am a cockroach. Weak, nasty and filthy.
But at least I am myself.
So, I am not spiderman, no, I am the goblin. I am weak, I am nasty and I hurt people because someone hurt me and I can’t fight the pain. I am not strong enough to fight it, so I inflict pain on others to feel good about myself. At least everyone else is suffering with me. I am not alone in my misery. Misery loves company. And I am not ashamed of myself.
A long time ago, in a distant country, there was a man who was jealous of the other man. And he “hated” the other man. But he was taught be a good person. So, he told himself all the time, “don’t be jealous, don’t be jealous, don’t hate him, don’t hate him!”. So much so that he couldn’t sleep at night. He thought he was becoming a “bad person” which was the absolute worst thing that could happen to anyone. He got so consumed by his thoughts that he eventually started to HATE HIMSELF FOR HATING THE OTHER PERSON. Physical pain is bad, but when you hate yourself, and you can’t help it; you heart burns in pain and you can’t sleep. That’s the worst thing one can experience. It was all misery, in its purest form. Eventually however, the hatred won over the morality and the person learnt to accept his jealousy. MIND YOU,he wasn’t proud of himself, but at least he could sleep at night. So, that way he eventually got rid of his misery, and lived life as a happy, weak and nasty cockroach who can sleep without hating himself.
And the person in the story definitely NOT ME. ; )
Sometimes, it’s okay to be jealous.
Sometimes, it’s okay to hate someone.
Sometimes, it’s okay to not put up with someone whom you don’t like.
/ you are not perfect, it’s okay to have flaws /
Sometimes, it’s okay to be a “bad person”.
So, i hope your plane crashes and you die.
Have a great day! = )
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